[ Is he madder because he failed or because Jesper didn't invite him?? This is both hot and confusing and terrifying, Jesper doesn't know what to do. ]
But, instead, you stupidly went and did it yourself. What if it hadn't been the sheriff who caught you? Did it even cross your mind the owner of a munitions store might fight back?
[there's a tension that isn't just the anger. it's mostly anger, but jesper has known kaz long enough he should pick up on it. he's still reeling about inej. he's still hating himself for having lost her. and now he's having to babysit jesper and he doesn't seem to be able to keep any of his teammates close.]
You should have told me. [its like kaz told giorno - it's his responsibility. but most importantly, and he intends it to sting the most:] I am tired of cleaning up your messes.
[ Jesper can hear the anxiety hidden in Kaz's anger. It sucks to be the one who put it there. He didn't mean to make it worse for him, he really wanted to do something good-- or something reckless, more like. Not being able to gamble was driving him a little stir crazy, but he only has himself to blame here, he knows it. Kaz knows it.
There's really no excuse. ]
...I know.
[ He said he'd be better and he hasn't. He said he'd stop making the same mistakes, but he has. ]
I know, Kaz. [ He sighs. There's nothing he can do to undo this. He can kiss trust he was gaining with Kaz goodbye. ] I'm sorry.
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[ Is he madder because he failed or because Jesper didn't invite him?? This is both hot and confusing and terrifying, Jesper doesn't know what to do. ]
I would.
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[there's a tension that isn't just the anger. it's mostly anger, but jesper has known kaz long enough he should pick up on it. he's still reeling about inej. he's still hating himself for having lost her. and now he's having to babysit jesper and he doesn't seem to be able to keep any of his teammates close.]
You should have told me. [its like kaz told giorno - it's his responsibility. but most importantly, and he intends it to sting the most:] I am tired of cleaning up your messes.
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There's really no excuse. ]
...I know.
[ He said he'd be better and he hasn't. He said he'd stop making the same mistakes, but he has. ]
I know, Kaz. [ He sighs. There's nothing he can do to undo this. He can kiss trust he was gaining with Kaz goodbye. ] I'm sorry.
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[ Kaz would be right to leave him tbh................ ]
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[ He figured that would be Kaz's response. He deserves it. ]
I'll see you tomorrow, Kaz.
[ Or he won't and Kaz will never speak to him again. ]